I’ve come to realize there is no hidden meaning most of the time. Things just happen, often at inconvenient times. That does not mean that we will enjoy what happens, or that it can somehow benefit us; but whatever it is, it is going to happen.

“What happened, happened and couldn’t have happened any other way.”

_Morpheus_

That’s all there is to it. So while we try to find our way through this life, do not forget to live it along the way. I have done that for a very long time, and at such a young age I feel I have too many regrets. But I have come to accept that, I have even come to accept that should I have an opportunity to correct a past mistake, I probably wouldn’t. And that is where you must draw the line.

If I have learned anything, it is that I can change. I have done it before, and I can do it again. When I feel the repetition, an event unfolding the same way it had in the past, that is when I stop and take a moment, and try to remember; Do I want to feel that way again?

 

If it sounds like I’m rambling, please forgive me. It’s late, I haven’t thought this through, but I wrote it anyway, because I want what is written here to be real, uncalculated, and true.